Update

It is 11/19/10. I have neglected my blog for a very long time and I'm not really sure why, other than I haven't really felt like writing.
I feel like I need to be doing something significant with my life. I feel like school is a waste of my time and that I shouldn't be doing it at all. In January I plan on getting my GED. At the end of next year, I'm hoping to start taking classes at UNM.
My birthday is in March and I will be 17, and it feels like life is moving extremely fast. Sometimes, I don't know which way is up. I'm trying to save up money so that when I get my associates I can move to the UK with Adam and live with him for a few years. Being with somebody is about making sacrifices, sometimes important ones and I am prepared to do that for Adam.
I can drive now. I pushed myself really hard for about three months to get my 50 hours in and I did it. I felt extremely accomplished.

There is this church called Chihuahua Bible Chapel down here in Veguita and I've been going to it since I was a little kid but I have found now that their rules are unbelievably restricting. To the point where it is absolutely ridiculous. Boys and girls can't sit together in a car, even when there are adults around. Teenagers can't pick up other teenagers and take them. Why? Because it's "church policy." I really don't see why it's any of their business. It's not! My mom said it was fine, her mom said it was fine. It's none of their business. They should have zero authority and I told the pastor my thoughts on this and he wouldn't budge. Honestly, I think that, that is the most stupidest, most annoying, most pigheaded, power-tripping shit he could do. I don't even believe in God, so I really don't see why I need to waste my time in a place that was stifling my personality. I honestly feel that it was holding me back from doing the things that I wanted to do. There is no point in going somewhere and lying about your religion, there is no point in keeping your mouth shut, there is no point in pretending. So, I've stopped going.

Parents on powertrips are amazing. It's like they're a different species. A disease-filled alien from another planet.

in other news...
I've gotten a facebook! Hell has obviously frozen over.
If you'd like to contact me it would be best if you got me there. Read about that in the "About Me."

I love this song. It's by Otep. Check it
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I'm ready for the world. I'm getting on with my life.